Hidden Stroms

Everybody ever found a strom even the phsycological one in their life. But there is a kind of hidden strom, it still dangerous, but we just don't see it.

There is two reason we don't see it. First, we are unable to see it, secondly, we are denying from seeing it.

So which one is the true us within that strom range?

Rising hatred

One as human might has some flaws deep within oneself. As an example is a character of being easly irritated.

You may say that you love someone with whole your heart. But after seing your lover with someone else - a stranger, you may start feel irritated. And before you know it, there is a hatred rising quetly.

When there is hatred, there is no longer love within. You have to let go this hatred, so love can grow freely.

Feeling secure

One always searching and maintaining a security feeling within oneself. One sees security as main part of his daily needs. Have a good job, having a nice family, everything just perfect.

But what is this feeling truely? Why we feel secure, why we feel unsecure? What we are able to do to maintain this need of security?

All those question should be answered before we knock in the front door of this very life.

Heart above clouds

How can you see the bottom of the sea while the heart are above the clouds. Even the secret of forest and desert are far away from your wildest imagination.

Let go the clouds... And see for yourself.

Tears

Do you know that tears isn't an unlimited resources. Yes it helps us to maintain a good condition for our eyes, and somehow it can perfectly help us to express certain emotion.

But somehow, when we produce them to much, our eyes become dry. So, avoiding any certain emotional explotion that can dried the tears is essential for our health.

But how come? How we avoid it?

Some are just too fragile, sadness and sorrow can easily make them tearing apart. So what solution do we have for this sadness?

Or do we really need to seek for solution?

Get away pain

"Pain (any pain--emotional, physical, mental) has a message. The information it has about our life can be remarkably specific, but it usually falls into one of two categories: "We would be more alive if we did more of this," and, "Life would be more lovely if we did less of that." Once we get the pain's message, and follow its advice, the pain goes away."

Peter McWilliams

To joy

One of the joys we have in being human is in exercising our freedom to choose and to take each case as it comes to us. We are not robots who are forced into behaviors by their programming. We see things; we think about things; and we choose our course of action or beliefs appropriately. And as long as that remains true of us, we will live every day of our lives on one slippery slope or another. There is no reason to fear this.

Real Live Preacher

Understanding

Is not about that you can feel what other feel, cause what we have felt for others could be just ilution. Our heart maybe just covering our own weakness of unable to see what others really are.

So what is this understanding?

Tears

What are tears about in emotional coridor? Sadness, hapiness? I don't know, maybe because my tears already dried up, so even when sadness or hapiness came, there were no tears I could feel from my eyes.

Sorry, I don't know the song

This evening there is a debate on local television about a test for PNS selection. One of the question on test asked about the song that was wrote by Indonesian President today - Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono. Well, it is said as a general knowledge test, but I am not sure myself.

I don't know the song for sure, nor have any interest to know about it. I prefer singing oldies Keroncong melodies just like Melati di Tapal Batas or Jembatan Merah etc for killing some free times.

So I must be failed the test if I was on it. Well, just sorry Mr. President, I just don't know the song. I prefer to honest to myself.

Trust isn't always about identity

People used to trust others only if they already know each other. But if they just met each other for the first time, can one really say, "okay I trust you."

Is trust always about identity? Or can we find something that can make humanity as equal being, so trust no longer just an issue within identity.

Word beyond boundaries

A word would be meaningless when it is trapped within boundaries. We said "love" but we catch a utterly nill voice and nill feel on it.

We give to much boundaries for a singel word, since we tied our word with so many hopes and expectations. Then we feel so empty when the word returns without touching the boundary that we expected.

Thats just about we human, we afraid to lost many things if we let go the boundaries.